The daily thoughts of a college student..: My life... Lately...

What to say?... Life..

College.

Hard!

Wow.

It's different, a totally different place then I expected. Don't i know everything around me though? I'm familiar with these surroundings right? I thought I knew this place backwards and forwards... I know nothing. This is all so new to me.

That's what I was feeling. I know absolutely nothing. I'm scared. I don't really want to be here! Let me leave! how selfish can someone be? 2 months ago I was like that. God has taught me so much! I'm blessed by Him daily. I'm finally getting how awesome he truly is! Ya sure i miss home. God has me here for a reason! God is great! I've learned so much! I don't even get why God is so AMAZINGLY gracious!

You know how it feels like God blesses you everyday? ya. I've gotten that feeling so much! I feel so unworthy but God loves me and wraps his arms around me.

THe past month has been nuts for me, trying to make decisions about life. Trying to leave things back at home, but realizing in the end God does have a plan and purpose for my life. So why don't I let him take the reins?! Why am i so scared if He knows the best way? thats what i was thinking too! So I let Him take a hold of my life, (as if he didn't have a hold already) and gave it all up to HIm! my plans, MY FUTURE! God I am waiting for Your timing.

Anyways- thats my life lately. I'm just starting to blog again, so enjoy yall! Love you all and miss you terribly!!! :)

as my sister in law would say:

Peace, love, and college midterms! BLAH!

-Mere

"-When we arrive at eternity shore- Where death is just a memory and tears are no more- We all enter in as wedding bells ring- Your bride will come together and we'll sing YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!-"

p.s. I thought you might like some pictures from school!:)

at the very beginning of the year. My good friend Richard, me, Abby, and Sarah!